It wasn't as much "I do" as it was "I always will." She gave me my life in a way that no one before her had ever done or that I can imagine anyone else ever being able to do. Even in the most dire of times she did not think of herself but of only how to make my life as easy as possible. I will always stand in awe of Janet. I will always love her. I carry her heart with me; I carry it in my heart.